Thursday, October 20, 2011

I shouldn't have

Why did I have to do this kind of thing again? I'd already been hurt before. How did I think that this time would be any different?

So I just had a nervous breakdown.
Yeah.

Where's the love, people? Come on. It's not that hard to recognize (at least) the person who loves you. What in Gods name was I thinking?

This was the first time I had liked someone so much, that I told her upfront. I will probably never do that again. Keep in mind, this was last summer.

If you have ANY ideas of how to break the silence, PLEASE leave a comment on this post or email me at arkitekt2012@gmail.com.
Thanks.

-Gabriel

Friday, October 7, 2011

Wazzap!

I haven't posted in a while, so I thought it would be time to start again. That good?
Mkay.
Basketball has just started here, and it is AWESOME!
I had to do 25 pushups for missing a shot. :P
It was fun though. Also, another thing, my Minecraft server has been down a long time. I know... it's bad... but I think I found out what's wrong with it.
The awesome world file?
It's corrupted!
CRAP!
Yeah, so it will be back up i a bit, but until then, I need to put in a new world file, which SUCKS, but it has to be done for the people in my server.
Thanks!
Bye!

-Gabriel

Friday, March 4, 2011

The Respiratory System

Normally I won't post about the state of my blog, but I think this is a good info lesson for all you new viewers of my blog.

Just to let you know, my blog is mostly about my thoughts, not anyone else, but today I think I have made an exception.

As you may have known, I am doing a project in Life Skills where I am making a presentation on the Respiratory System, and I think I'll post a little bit about it.

If you want to see more, go to the WebsSite at http://respiratoryproject.webs.com/

The Respiratory System is made up of the lungs.  The lungs transfer air into the other parts of the body.

That's about it.

I think this has been a REALLY BORING ENTRY, and I will post another time today because of it.

Gabriel

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Love

I know I have already posted today, but a thought just popped into my head as I was walking back to school from Ultimate practice with my tgf.  What does love really mean?

I thought about it for a while.  I know in all romantic movies they have love, but I don't think I know what it actually means.  So I did a little deep thinking, and this is what I came up with.

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.
One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.
That's why we all feel this way when that special someone walks down past you.  That's why our heart beats uncontrollably.  That's why I feel this way for my tdf.  Because I love her.  I don't really know if she loves me, or even cares.  That's what makes me sick and unable to concentrate.  Because I love her.

And if you people who read this blog think you can just post who I like in the comments section, you are wrong.  Please do not do this, as she will probably never talk to me again if you do.  Or if you do, she will tell me that she loves me too.  But do not.

I really hope everyone out there in the world can find love with that special someone.  Because I know, in my heart, that I love her.  And I think that she loves me, my heart just has this hunch.

I really hope it's true.

And to all the already couples out there, please do not break apart.  Other kid readers, if your parents are going through a divorce, please show them this page.  And I urge them, do not leave each other.

Because I know that it will be hard finding someone else.  Like the person who I loved in elementary school.  That's the person who I lied about, if you read one of my earlier posts you will understand.

Please.

There's enough pain in the world to go around, and if you have someone who you love who is in pain, help them.  Share the pain.  Because they love you too.

I know it's true.

It brings the lyrics of a song to mind...

Lean on me.
When you're not strong,
and I'll be your friend,
I'll help you carry on.
That's what we have to do to each other.  Let others lean on you if they need to, 'cause probably, they need you.

Please.

Do not go through this any longer.

Tell them.

Please.

You'll see.

Gabriel

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

My first (real) post.

Sometimes in our life we think we are nothing.  We think we are the least important thing on the planet, and that we are trodden on, kicked, punched, and shot down so much that we can't possibly amount to anything.

I am here to tell you that is completely false.

I mean, we all have down times, that's just part of life.  You know, you get shot down, you get back up.  Maybe as a zombie, but you still get back up.

And I've played minecraft enough to know that even if you think you are "dead," you are reborn again at your spawn point, your mind.  If you know that you are nothing, and by know I mean really, really, really know, then you are.  If you keep telling yourself that you suck, who's going to be there to congratulate you if you do something good?  That way, you'll never get back up, and end up getting stuck in a vicious cycle, down, down, down, until finally, you ARE nothing.

That's why you have friends.  To tell you that you are something.  That's why you (sometimes) have someone exuberantly special in your life to say that they love you.

And you can't just make that up.  Believe me, if you lie about having someone special, you're just lying to yourself.  I know.  I've been there, and I still am.  Because I was stupid.  Maybe I still am.  If you keep building yourself up like that, you're ultimately going to fall.  Try it.  If you build a tower out of 2x2 bricks stacked on top of each other as the only support, it's going to fall if you even breathe on it.  Think of each block as each lie.  As you keep telling more lies, you're going to be hated by everyone.  You've just made you're reputation as a liar.

If you only have a few lies, confess to them.  You're giving reinforcement to that tower, such as struts and braces.  That way if it falls, it won't be because of you.  It'll be the person that shoots you down.  Then the blame will be on him/her.

Don't lie.  You don't want to be me right now.  Seriously.  And if you have, confess.

Gabriel

About this blog.

All right.  First, to start any blog, the blogger must say, "Hello."
Well, here it is.  Hello, and welcome to my mind.
Well, not exactly.  Welcome to my brainstorms or thoughts that I post at random intervals throughout my 12 year old life.  I guess I should say something about me.
Well, this blog will probably be not THE most interesting blog you will ever read.  It might be a splurge blog, but I think I will try to post about every day, not like 3 times a day and not post for a week.
I am 5' 4.5" tall.  I have blond hair.  I got braces yesterday (ouch).
That's all you need to know.  Except for this.

THIS IS NOT A LIFE BLOG.
I WILL NOT post about me.  I WILL post about my thoughts.  This is not going to be boring.  This is going to be about number 4 on your list of interesting blogs.  And I mean it.

So, please do not just take one look at this and say that it is BS.  'Cause it's not going to be for long.
Just wait and see.

Gabriel.